* Memories of a better day...

Sunday, November 19, 2006



You were my sun, you were my earth. But you didn't know all the ways that I loved you, no. So you took a chance, and made other plans. Betcha didn't think that they would come crashing down, no... You don't have to say, what you did, I already know, I found out from him. Now there's just no chance, that you and me, will ever be, and don't that make you sad about it...

Sorry about that. For those ignorant individuals out there, those are lyrics from Cry Me A River- Justin Timberlake. I won't bother with a detailed analogy of the song, so go look up the lyrics and make sense of them in your own time, and they're on this post 'coz... I was listening to the song, so there.

Yeah, back to the Stalker problem. I thought I got him off my back like, days ago, but now I feel guilty. And it is not a good feeling. You know, I never actually even wanted to talk to him at the social, but I needed to look like I actually knew someone, so it was a last resort. I thought that it was the same situation for him, and that we would just like, go back to our own two groups and never talk again. But it went a bit further than that... and I am killing myself over this, I seriously am. On good days, I ask myself ,wait a minute, why am I obsessing over the possibility of hurting this fugly dude's feelings, I mean, he's not even worth it. On bad days, my friends say "Give him a chance, come on, he can't be that bad." That's just the problem. He is that bad. And now I have my mum lecturing me on how to deal with him. HOW SAD IS THAT?! She shouldn't even have anything to do with the bloke!!! And she thinks that I should stop giving him false hope... what false hope??? I WANT OUT OF THIS MESS! My ending at PLC Perth is going to be a big bang...

Anyway, only 2 weeks left and I'm home free!!! I can't wait to go home, I really can't wait! It's going to be 2 whole months of horseriding, tennis, shopping, eating normal food and reunions!!! I am so looking forward to seeing my 6SYians, love you all to bits! Yes, even the BAA girls...lol... You know, me and Liyan spent like, a whole year trying to bring you down :) *fond memories*, and you guys never actually gave up. I was just on MSN with Nicky-Baa's mum, and she was telling me how my goading was like, reverse psychology, and how you Baas reached greater heights through the torment I dished out. I now really regret not just leaving you alone and letting your legacy die down to ashes... curses!!!

Sorry peeps [Fann's influence], I am suffering from Blogger's block, so I will have a shower and you can meet me on MSN in a bit

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Another confession @ 10:53 am